July 5, 2017
The last couple of days have been
uneventful, but my mind was still back at that gated community. It
seems like every time I blink or close my eyes, I see those skeletons
with the strips of decomposing flesh and remains of cloth. I see the
remains, splayed out where they'd fallen. I saw the larger skeletons
with the smaller ones, trying to cover the smaller ones with their
pre-decomposed bodies. I saw the pictures on the walls of the two
houses we'd gone through. The smiling faces of the families, the
happy life they'd lived, shown through pictures, snapshots of normal
lives.
Then, I'll flash back to the skeletons
on the lawns, some dragged there before death, some after when they'd
managed to kill themselves before the bad men got inside their
houses. All of them had been hit with blunt objects, the bones showed
the cracks and breaks. Hopefully, most of them were already dead or
too far gone to feel the additional pain from the breaks. That was
just adding insult to injury.
The last few nights, I've dreamed
about that place. In the most horrific dream I remember, the
skeletons started moving. At first it was just little wiggles, like
someone starting to turn over in their bed. Then, they started
getting up, if their legs were still close enough to the rest of the
skeleton, others just dragged themselves on the ground. Even the arms
and legs that had been separated from the rest of the body were
moving, wiggling, and pulling themselves towards me.
The skeletons started making that
horrible moaning and growling noise that the undead make and I turned
to run. But, you know those dreams where you try to run and try to
get away, but no matter what you do , it's like you're standing in
molasses and you can't move. Well, that's what was happening in my
nightmare. I kept trying to move and trying to run, but my feet just
wouldn't move. They were stuck to the ground like they'd been super
glued and the skeletons were coming right for me from all sides. I was
alone and screaming and trying to push them away from me and then I
could almost feel their hands grabbing onto me and that's when I came
awake.
Now, I don't want to sleep and keep
trying to think of anything else to keep my mind off that place and
those skeletons. That's when my mind starts wandering towards what
happened at the church and last night I had a dream that combined the
two. Not only were there skeletons coming after me and mixed in with
them were the undead from inside the church. It was terrifying but at
least in that dream I had Manny, Connor, Alicia, Alex and Marny at my
back. That made this dream, even with skeletons and the undead coming
after us, not as scary as the one where I was alone with just the
skeletons.
Today, we pulled into this little
market on the crossroads in the countryside. When we went inside, I
found another skeleton, this one all by itself, lying on the office
floor with a letter very messily written on it's lap. It was so far
decomposed, I could only tell it was guy by it's hair and by finding
it's wallet on the floor beside it. We took all the snack food and
drinks left in the back and went to find a house for the night. I'm
going to include the short letter in my journal, just in case someone
besides me is interested in what it has to say. I wrote down the
location of the store where we found it and the date and time, at
least to the best of my knowledge.
Tonight is going to be another hard
night. Seeing that guys remains has brought back all the other messed
up stuff I've seen lately. Please, let me get some sleep tonight
without nightmares!
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