Saturday, June 9, 2018

From the journal of Kelly Vargas, June 7


June 7, 2017

     Conner, Alicia and I are so lucky that Manny and his people pulled in yesterday. This morning, we were packing up all the stuff in the post office that was going with us when we all heard a bunch of vehicles pulling through town. Manny and I climbed up on the platform in the front window and froze. There had to be 50 vehicles of every type parking along the Main Street and men were pouring out of most of them.

     In the middle of the vehicles, there were 10 RV's. They had all the windows tightly covered by black cloth no one peeked out any of the windows that I could see. The doors I saw all had chains on the outside, securing the people inside, or keeping them prisoner. As soon as the RV's were stopped, a circle was formed around them with trucks and men stood in the beds with rifles facing out, guarding whoever was in the RV's.
     Manny started cussing under his breath and then pulled me back off the platform. He said they had people watching the windows and he didn't want them to see out shadows against the glass. Once we were back on the floor, he motioned us all closer to tell us he didn't know if these were the same men that had been following his group, but the way they were keeping the women didn't bode well for us, if they found us.
     It's a good thing we all came back here before leaving town. Conner, Alicia and I had covered all the windows with wood, so they couldn't see in. We hadn't done any other obvious changes to the outside of the post office and now, I'm really glad we didn't. Several other buildings and businesses on this street had had the same thing done to them, so we fit in with the rest of town.
     Manny said we have to be quiet and stay away from the windows. He said there was no way to get to the RV safely. If he was part of their group, he would send out scouts to check the side streets and alleys around town, so he was going to assume they had done the same. We were stuck and if we were really quiet and really lucky, we would make it through this.
     That's when the doors started rattling. He moved really quietly and got close to the door to listen to what was being said. Then he motioned us back and followed really quickly. He grilled the three of us who had been in the post office the longest. Did we know of any other areas in the building? An attic? A basement? Had we seen any access panels anywhere in the building? In the floor? In the ceiling? In the walls?

     Conner remembered that we had seen one in the office at the back of the building. Manny had us grab all the stuff we'd packed up and hustled us into the office. He grabbed a chair and a broom and used them to open the access panel as quietly as possible. He pulled himself up into the space and was gone a full minute, although it felt like an hour. Then he slid back out and motioned for Alicia to go first. Within a couple minutes, all our stuff and all of us were in the small crawl space above the office and Manny sweeping up the floor below the panel.
     He motioned for us to stay quiet and then slipped back down the hall to the front room. I don't know what he was doing while he was gone, but it felt like forever before he came back, moving fast but silently. Manny put the chair back where it had been and jumped to grab the edge of the access point, then pulled himself up. He whispered that they were almost through the door. He'd scattered some of the bags of mail around on the floor and made it look like no one had been there for a while. While he was telling us this, he put the cover back, closing us in the crawl space and closing out the light.
     Conner pulled out a flashlight and turned it on, aiming it at the ceiling. Manny whispered that we needed to get away from the panel, just in case they noticed it. If possible, we needed to get to the opposite side of the building and we needed to it quickly and quietly. We formed a crawling line, all of us balancing as much of our supplies on our backs and moving across the space together. We made it to the other side and had just settled ourselves as closely together and as comfortably as possible when we heard the door give below us.
     From the voices we could hear downstairs, several more men had come inside with the two who had first been at our door. They were talking about what they hoped to find, mostly “young girls, ripe for the picking.” My stomach turned at the thought of what would have happened to the three of us if Manny and his friends hadn't come yesterday. We wouldn't have had a chance. From what they were saying, they would have killed Conner immediately, unless one of the men wanted him for whatever. Then Alicia and I would have been gang raped by the leaders of this group before being given to the one who found us for his enjoyment. Lastly, we would be put in one of the RV's with the other “birds” and would be available to those who earned the honor of our use.
     Alicia and I huddled together and cried together while we stayed still and just hoped they would leave and we would be ok. It was probably only took an hour for the men to go through all the rooms below us. We could hear them walking around and the sounds of them going through the bags of mail and pile of packages. They laughed, joked, fought, and opened packages to see if anything cool was inside. They talked about the girls in the RV's that they'd already enjoyed and how they hoped to find something cool to earn another go round. I looked up and Marny caught my eyes with hers. She was crying, too. Alex was holding her tightly and was whispering in her ear, but I could see that she was just as sick and scared as Alicia and I. The men would die, dying is easy compared to what would happen to us.
     We heard the group below get called back to the street. None of us drew a deep breath until we heard the door close downstairs. Manny whispered for us to get comfortable and take a nap. He'd keep watch and would let us know if anything happened. He promised that once they were gone, we'd leave too, but not in the same direction they went in. I piled some of the blankets and clothes into a mat and Alicia, Conner and I huddled together to sleep. Alex and Marny did the same and Manny sat against the wall, settling in to listen to everything happening outside in the street. We slept for hours, but the men were still there when we woke up. Manny told us we were in for the night and we ate cold snack food before getting comfortable again.
     Hopefully, they'll leave in the morning and we can get out of this cramped, dusty space. But if they don't leave, we'll just have to deal with it for as long as have to. But no matter how long they're here, we'll have to stay silent, just to be safe. Please, let them leave!



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