Tuesday, July 24, 2018

From the journal of Kelly Vargas, June 25


June 25, 2017

     We've spent the last few days learning how to fight and defend ourselves. We started with hand to hand combat techniques. Manny taught us things like how to do the eye gouge, the throat punch and the axe kick. It was fun at first, but I was quickly covered in sweat and barely able to breath. It's hard work learning the moves and I was so sore the next day and still am today. But that hasn't stopped me for doing the lessons every day. I need to learn how to protect myself and not only from zombies.
     After that, Manny started showing us all how to us knives and blunt objects to take out undead. It's hard work and not anything like in the movies. They always show the knife going through the skull like its a melon, but the skull is hard and it takes a lot of pressure to get a blade through it. We worked on the techniques for a day and a half, then Manny brought us to a place with a few undead and secured them so we could learn without getting bit. It took a few tried to get the blade in in one try. Manny just kept bringing us a few undead at a time until we'd all gotten it.
     Firearms are interesting. I like the lower caliber guns better, like the .22 and the .9 mm pistols. They fit better in my hand and I'm able to control the recoil better than on the hunting rifle, like the .30-06. Turns out, I'm a pretty good shot! We have to go pretty far from where we're staying, since the noise draws the undead, but we have a pretty good place to practice. We made some paper targets, got some stuff to shoot, like bowling pens and dolls and stuff. I like the time we spend shooting at the targets, but when we moved on to zombies, it wasn't as easy.

     Targets don't have faces and I don't wonder who they'd been before all this started. Were they a mother? Father? Husband? Wife? Teacher? Banker? Did they have a family or live alone? What did they do for fun? Did they like to read or watch movies? Did they have pets? Play an instrument?
Alicia says I have too much of an imagination and need to not think about the undead like they're people. She says they might've used to be people, but now, their just mindless undead people eaters. I know she's right, but I still find myself wondering sometimes. Not with every zombies I take out, but some of them.
     I took out this female zombie yesterday and she was dressed in what probably was a beautiful dress when she first put it on. It was purple and had little flowers and it had a high waist-line. Now, it was a dirty mess with thick, chunky, black bloody bits down the front of it and several tears and part of the attached slip torn and hanging at the back of her legs. She was wearing a wedding ring and had bleached blonde hair. I started to wonder if she had been a housewife or if she was dressed up for a job? Then I wondered if her husband was still alive or if he was part of the wandering undead?
     That's where I stopped myself and made myself think about something else, anything else, as I took her and several others with her out. I think of it as putting them out of their misery. I know I would want someone to do the same for me if I had turned. And now that I know how to use the firearms and knives, I feel better able to keep our group safe. I feel like I'm better prepared to be in this new world, where people are just as dangerous, if not more so, than the undead.



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