Tuesday, July 17, 2018

From the journal of Manny Stone, June 19


June 19, 2017

     We left the town where we were stuck in the attic and traveled for a week, only pausing to sleep and scavenge. We had decided to not stay in one place for long until we had traveled at least five days away from that evil group and found a place that we could secure.
     We woke up on the morning of the 18th and talked about what we were looking for in a place to stop for a rest for several days. It had to be secure or at least able to be secured, at solid fence or wall around a house. It had to be out, away from any towns, we had learned our lesson at the Post Office. Towns are ok to scavenge in, but not to stop and stay in. It would be nice to have some space behind the wall or fence, I'd like to spend some time teaching the others how to defend themselves. They all need to know how to use the firearms we have on hand and also how to use some hand to hand techniques. I think they should learn some knife skills, too. I've already promised Kelly that I would teach her some survival skills, hopefully the others will be interested in learning, as well, without my having to make it mandatory.
     I've been collecting all the notes and letters we've found on the way and have put them in their own bag. They might be important one day. If society starts again, people might want to know what it was like for some of those who didn't make it. It might also be nice for there to eventually be a place where people can look for any information on their family members. If computers make a comeback, we can make a database. If we're lucky, others are also collecting the letters and notes they find and someone can start an archive of human experiences.
     Three of the notes I found were in one town where a large majority of the citizens decided the kill themselves. Every house we went in had at least one decomposed body with a hole in the head. The second house had a whole family, four generations, all shot in the head. From what it looked like, the father and grandfather made sure everyone else was taken care of, then they drank a bottle of 30 year old bourbon before shooting themselves in the head. The father, Gary Noble, left a note saying that “they had all talked about the new situation and decided to go to God clean, without being fouled by the undead. My mother, father, wife and children will not have to endure the evil stink of the undead or endure the diseased bite of those nefarious zombies. We will go to Heaven clean and baptized in the light of Gods grace.”
     That's so weird to me! Some people went to that religious place, all God's love and light and Heaven. While others go all evil and lose their humanity. The day after we left that little town, we found this secluded farm house where we were going to stay the night. But when we went inside, we found a scene that could've been in a horror movie. There was at least 6 dead girls in the upstairs bedrooms, all had been tied to their beds and been raped and tortured. Someone really had cared at the end though. All of them had been washed, dressed and covered. Plus, they'd been shot in the head, although from the looks of it, some of them were already dead and turned first. It brought back bad memories of the last time we'd found a house like that.
     Then we went in the basement. Downstairs, it was another horror scene. There was a line of eight men, undead and tied to chairs. They were naked and had obviously been tortured and possibly raped with a foreign object. On the opposite side of the basement, there were the bodies of four women, all sitting on a couch together and all had shot themselves in the head. One of them, Marci Albright, had left a note. In it she said “the four of them had freed themselves from their first floor bonds at night and had gotten the drop on the men who had been holding them, their sisters and daughters. Then, we did to them as they had done to us. Once we were done with them, we stabbed them in the chest and let them turn. While we were waiting for them to come back, we cared for our loved ones. My daughter, Mia, was already dead and had turned, tied to the bed where she'd been ravished. I cried while I shot her in the head, but I did it. Then I checked on my sister, Mary. She was barely alive and begged me to put her out of her misery. I layed in the bed with her and we cried and said our goodbyes. Then I kissed her cheek and did as she asked. Shelly's daughter was also dead and she took care of her. Alexi's sister, Margaret, was like my sister but Alexi couldn't shoot her sister. I helped Margaret and then comforted Alexi. Brenda had to take care of her both her daughters, Melody and Melanie. Then, we returned to the basement and checked on the men. Some of them had turned and we settled down on the couch to wait for the rest. Once all of them are zombies, all four of us will kill ourselves and join our families.”
     The last note was in a very small cottage we found down a really long driveway. In it, we found an elderly couple who had drank poison together, right back at the beginning. They were still sitting in their living room chairs, holding hands. The note they left was really sweet. It just talked about their life together and their children. They wrote about how much they loved them and how they hoped they were ok and surviving. It talked about how they loved each other and their lives and how they just couldn't see themselves being able to stay alive, so they were going to end it their way.
     Their way. How could it really be their way when lots of people were doing the same thing. What makes it so some people don't even want to try to stay alive, while others hang on for all it's worth? Who knows. All I know is that I'm going to keep doing what I can to keep myself and my little group alive.




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